I don’t know what it is about today, but focus is not my friend. Everything seems off, except the music this morning. Like I’m out of phase with reality.
I hate this feeling, because it brings out that angry, sad, spoiled brat that couldn’t hack it and hates everything about life, and thinks the universe is out to get him.
Depression can be a real bitch, and it doesn’t always show itself in tears or an unwillingness to get out of bed.
Mine’s often seething anger, obsessive distraction or simply laying on the floor unable or unwilling to move.
I like that part.
It’s relaxing, even if it is just an accumulation of anxious memories from the past.
Oh, and cool. Just noticed. Hives.
The good news is I’m a pacifist and know everything returns to the Tao.
The bad news is the frustration of life’s constant little fuck-yous never seems to truly go away.
Spend too much time looking at your past and it seeps into you. It becomes you.
I think I need to sever.
Target: 200 words
Written: 264 words, short story: Get Back Again
Read: Start With Why, Simon Sinek
Comics: The Legacy Of Luther Strode 1-4
Music: Year Of The Crow, State Radio (easily one of the most underrated bands I've ever heard. I could listen to this album on repeat for days)