Not because I need to get some (I do) or that I’m particularly feeling my oats (I am), but that’s mostly because for the first time, I’m writing a sex scene.
(Well, not the first time, but the first time in canon. I alluded to the father’s use of a late night laptop session in The Mungk, and a couple of the short stories referenced sex – Get Back Again’s misogynist ghost threatening/chastising his murderer with abuse/promiscuity, Forest Edge’s main victim being a prostitute, its villain getting what comes to him at the hands of the prostitute’s best friend after being seduced, oh, and Western Cradle, which deals almost exclusively with a woman’s revenge for the murder of her family and her own gang rape).
Okay, well, then, this is the first time in canon, and also, the first time where the character is engaged in a consensual act that they really have no love for.
It’s something I would do without hesitation, and would hope my partner is open enough to find fun and sexy, but Walter, the main… he’s a little repressed. Well, a lot repressed.
And so, this is hard for me to write, because I don’t have a lot of boundaries, and it’s difficult for me to get into the mindset of someone who does. For me, it’s no big deal; it’s play.
For others, it’s world shattering.
For me, it’s fun; for Walter, it’s disgusting (hygienically and morally).
And believe me, we aren’t talking anything that weird here.
You’ll see when it’s all done.
When it finally comes out.
When any of this comes out.
Most of it has gone nowhere.
I might be getting a little stale.
Target: 1100 words
Written: 685 words, novel: Bad Neighbours
Read: Adam Bede, George Eliot
Comics: Cyber Force v3 4-6, Cyber Force & X-Men 1
Music: Invisible, Everclear