Or rather, I think I write well, okay at best, but I rarely know what I want to say. I read other books with these incredible telling details or unbelievable insights into the human condition and I think, why not me?
What am I saying that’s not been said before?
I suppose there’s something to be said on saying something that has been said in a different way, and different voices reaching different people in different ways, but yeah.
I always wanted to be original. Unique. At the vanguard of something new.
But I don’t know what. It’s the essence of constrained – having something inside of you building like a new big bang, but being so essentially weak of spirit as to be unable to unleash it into the void.
And that’s what out there – void.
No one reads my shit because I don’t promote my shit. I’m Holden Caulfield, if he lived now and on social media. If he thought he hated phonies before, man, wait until he gets a load of Instagram and Twitter.
He’d be dead before the day was out.
I was eased into it, and despite knowing these are the tools I require to be successful in today’s age, I am increasingly convinced that social media needs to be phased out of my life, and out of existence entirely, if we are to survive.
Otherwise, none of us may last the day.
Target: 1400 words
Written: 1476 words, comic: The Stuff #1
Read: Secrets And Lies: Digital Security In A Networked World, Bruce Schneier
Comics: Fables 103-106
Music: August 17, 1990, Palladium, Hollywood, Nirvana