It’s funny. I started writing a one-shot goofball comic about a guy trying to ask a girl out (romance!) and having to jump absurd hurdles to do so, and somehow, it’s not about romance.
It’s about rejection.
It’s also about hope.
It’s also about the crushing of hope, and how, after enough, sometimes, it’s best to give up.
Fuck it, right?
There’s no point in chasing the unattainable, especially when the unattainable isn’t even aware of your existence. What’s World War II to one can be unnoticeable to another, a leaf skittering past on a busy street.
Such is the nature of the universe. We think ourselves and our stories as all-consumingly important, but the entire existence of our species is a boson lost among countless others in the grander scheme of a universe filled with red giants and black holes.
Our importance is vastly overrated, to all but ourselves.
We jump through the hoops because of self-importance; we let go when it doesn’t work out only if we recognize it really doesn’t matter, and life’s too short to obsess.
Am I right?
Or do we cling on until all hope is lost? Obsession feeds on itself, doesn’t it?
Target: 100 words
Written: 185 words, comic: Romance #1
Book: Choose Yourself, James Altucher (ugh, the worst example of self-help - too busy being self-promotional and espousing financial success as the only measuring stick while pretending to spirituality - all is love, but fuck everyone, get yours! It's clear he's full of shit through and through. Never trust anyone who repeatedly tells how great they are, but only provides concrete examples of the opposite).
Comic: Pretty Deadly: The Rat 3-5 (and one of the big reasons I'm thinking about obsession today, thanks KSD).
Music: Zig's on 2004-07-01, State Radio (bootleg! Sorry, guys, get back together and I'll come see a concert - you're vastly underrated)