I don’t believe in original sin. I think it’s fucking ridiculous.
Only a deluded soul could believe that anyone is born evil. Babies are babies; they just are.
Evil is not born. It’s bred.
It’s influenced and created, it has supervillain origins. Origins often tragic and relatable, but it doesn’t ultimately matter because the evil is so ingrained as to overwhelm any compassion one might hold.
It’s a henchman created by an overbearing boss, a desire to please, a fear of independent thought, or whatever.
It’s selfish, narcissistic, and considers no one’s needs but its own. It feeds and feeds and feeds, growing larger and larger, until someone cuts off the damn trough (or it empties its own and starts feasting on everyone else’s, which is when true evil begins).
It needs a slap in the face.
And sometimes, it’s so far gone, so committed to its story of itself as hero, itself as victim, itself as the only character in the story whose needs need to be fulfilled, that there’s no chance of turning back.
There’s only awful behaviour, and ultimately, exile or death.
If, in your story, you are the only one that matters, or you think your needs are more important than anyone else’s?
Fuck you. You’re the problem.
You weren’t born that way; circumstances pushed you a certain direction and you didn’t bother to course correct once you knew.
And ultimately, you started making the choice to be evil, all on your own.
So, fuck you, overentitled pieces of shit, bigoted assholes trying to pretend you love freedom and not just hating on others.
Fuck you, snooty pricks staring down your noses at people for not having the “right” views or the “right” look or having read the “right” books, when the extent of your engagement with justice is a fucking social media post to mask the fact that all you care about is status.
Fuck you, too, people who stand up and say, I’m decisive, I’m advocating for myself, I’m a strong person, but are, in actually, just assholes who treat everyone else like shit over the pettiest bullshit in order to prop up the fiction that they’re somehow worth more than everyone else (your insecurity is showing). Your obsessive need to prove yourself, your obsession with validation, it’s destructive – to you and everyone around you.
And it’s led, time and again, to the same choice – grow, change, be a better person, or close down, stop thinking and fuck everyone else.
Otherwise known as, you know, evil.
Target: 1000 words
Written: 3085 words, comic: Western Cradle #1
Read: The Art Of Asking, Amanda Palmer
Comics: Chu 9-10
Music: Not The Actual Events, Nine Inch Nails